Pretty much all I've been doing the last 30, 90 or 253 days is centered around the seven letter word in the title of this post.
Dictionary.com defines believe like this: tohaveconfidenceinthetruth,theexistence,orthereliabilityofsomething,althoughwithoutabsoluteproofthatoneisrightindoingso.
That's been my life and I'd encourage you all to go there some day.
Go to that place where you actually allow yourself to "believe." Believe your life can be what you want it to be. Believe that your relationship "is what it is" and is time for you to let it go. Believe that you can provide for your family doing what you love.
Believe you can turn a thought into a reality.
Believe there are people around you who care and want to help you.
Believe that "long shot" can be a sure shot if you just take action. Believe in yourself. Believe in the good of others. Believe people who act like they don't care I could go on and on and on but I won't. What I need for each of you in earshot to do is take this advice from me... whatever it is before you that seems impossible - go for it. Believe in yourself. Believe in the universe, or higher being (for me this is Jesus - but NO JUDGEMENT HERE - believe in something bigger than you because there is - know that). Believe in that tiny possibility. The second you step out in belief, the universe will conspire to make it happen. It's happening for me now and it can happen for you. Peace.